What the fuck.

I have this urge, this feeling I can't explain.
That's bottled up in me and wants out but I have no idea how to release it.
Like a volcano that isn't quite ready to erupt.

I feel like I'm in a prison cell, with the walls closing in on me, while I sit there
trying to catch my breath waiting for my whole body to feel pain. Then to not be able to feel anything, after.

I'm filled with so many different emotions.
I want to scream, yell, cry, even punch something.
Above all, I want to run away, leave everything behind and just run.

I feel helpless, and that nothing will be able to help me.
I'm stuck in quicksand, and alone with no one there to pull me out.

Weird thing is, I don't really have a reason to feel like this.
Not a major one at least.


Although I hate being treated unfairly.
I hate not seeing him.
I hate losing friends.
I hate being alone feeling like this.
Ugh.